I cannot be your hero

And that's okay.

Sometimes I feel stupid that I didn't see it myself. And as selfish as it may sound, it is not like me to just sit on the fence and watch you while being unable to do anything about it. You reached out to me, and then pulled back.

But you have a plan. You are aware, you know who to talk to, you have a timeline. That is way better than most people I know. And that is commendable. I would like to be there for you, I would like to help you any way I can. I am an *amazing* listener :) Knowing what I know, and being unable to do anything about it is one of the hardest things I have to..not do. I don't have a messiah complex, no.


But at the same time, I  know and respect the fact that it is up to you to decide who gets in, and who you choose to share your stories with - And that's not easy. Because that is just not me. Other people who reached out to me in the past reached out because they wanted me to listen, to be there. And I honestly believe that I would be able to help you, all I need is for you to trust me :)

PS: The kheer was not at fault. You could've tried it!


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