Depression

"Well at least I've skipped over the bargaining. It is like a pox on my mind. I think the pain of this transition is the sharpest memory I'm going to have for a long long time. It is a miracle I'm able to get up in the morning. I eat, I work, I function fine. But days just seem to pass in limbo. Everything around me moves at an incomprehensible pace, and I feel stuck inside the cages of my mind.
Feels like I'm being burned alive, while I lay immobilized on the bed. And I cannot avoid it. And probably I should not, anyway. Let it burn, and cleanse my soul."

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