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When shit hit the fan

Jan 2016 I am in a crisis. I have begun to doubt myself, my calibre, everything I thought I was good at. Well, so the start of the year was near perfect. And now the universe is trying to balance it out by shitting on me. I hate the recruiting process. I am not getting anywhere with it. I am going to say it outright - the ONLY thing on my mind, the ONLY thing bothering me, the ONLY thing that will bring me peace and happiness right now, is getting a job. And I don't know how to go about it. I have absolutely no fucking idea what to do. I don't even know what I want! I have no further interviews lined up, and everyday I feel like I am wasting my life and time here. I left the comfort of my family, my surrounding, my rather decent paying job to come here. And what do I have now? Nothing. I look at the people around me, and they seem to know so much more than I do . I lack in so many things that I have stopped keeping count. I don't want to spend the rest of my six months h...