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Turnaround

She always believed; forever, intimacy, hope are crippling words. Enter boy. :)

The Quote that touched. Again.

Take chances, take a lot of them. Because no matter where you end up, and with whom, it always ends up the way it should be. Your mistakes make you who you are. You learn and grow with each choice you make. Everything is worth it. Say how you feel, always. Be you, and be okay with it.

Firsts

# Friday First time in five years that I felt that my dad was proud of me. First time in my entire life when I realised the meaning of "Someone back home is waiting for you". # Saturday First visit to Marine Drive. First sight of the entire Indian Cricket team. First trip on the Eastern Express Freeway. First experience of a flat tire. # Sunday First taste of Phara. First feel of an unborn baby's heartbeat. All in all, a good weekend :)

That is all I ask for

I do not want anything. I do not seek anything out of it. I do not need anything. But I ask you to remember. Because somewhere inside of me, there will always be the person I was that night. And I loved that person. I loved that me. The peaceful, soulful, blissfully happy me. May Batman bless me.

Gemini baby

A very badass friend of mine messaged me this horoscope, saying it fit me perfectly. Now I don't believe in horoscopes one bit. Neither does the horoscope fit me in any way (or maybe it does :P ). But it just had to go on my blog. Simply had to. So here it is :D Gemini (May 23 - June 22) You are a quick and intelligent thinker. People like you because you are bisexual. You are inclined to expect too much for too little. This means your are a cheap bastard. Geminis are notorious for thriving on threesomes. Thank you, Mad Maddy!

Redundant questions

Sometimes, one keeps asking the same questions over and over again, hoping that the answer would change this time. That the reply will make the pain go away, make things like they were before, make you forget the reality. But reality never changes. And neither does the answer.

Bargain

Wait. What? 4/5

Depression

" Well at least I've skipped over the bargaining. It is like a pox on my mind. I think the pain of this transition is the sharpest memory I'm going to have for a long long time. It is a miracle I'm able to get up in the morning. I eat, I work, I function fine. But days just seem to pass in limbo. Everything around me moves at an incomprehensible pace, and I feel stuck inside the cages of my mind. Feels like I'm being burned alive, while I lay immobilized on the bed. And I cannot avoid it. And probably I should not, anyway. Let it burn, and cleanse my soul ." 4/5

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Hajime no Ippo

28th Sept 2010,   I watched this anime for the first time today. And now, I look at the uselessness of my hands as I try to do one push up and realise that my arms aren't strong enough to lift my weight, forget about trying to do anything else with them... Seriously, how does it feel to have so much strength? Maybe I'll never know :P Or maybe I will.

I couldn't have put it in a better way :)

Do you ever fear reaching a height in your life that can't be reached again? Have you ever felt something so beautiful that everything seems colorless against it? I have, and it sucks, man! Yes, it's beautiful to look back at that moment and think of how you felt then. But there's only so many times you can replay memories and be happy about them, howsoever fond you might be of them. Fact is, you need it to keep happening. Every day of your life. I am not being a philosopher here, but I always want to keep believing that my life gets better from here. I want to dream big, bigger than reality, and live for it to come true and keep doing it. Does it end at it coming true? Well, I don't know, but it sure would kill a lot of fun for me. I think the point of life is not to reach a goal or a destination. I think the point of life is not life after death or living in others' memories after it. I think the point of life is living it. Not for tomorrow, or yes...

Anger

Damn you're fast! :D 2/5

Denial

1/5

Fly

Please give me a second grace Please give me a second face I've fallen far down The first time around Now I just sit on the ground in your way Now if it's time to recompense for what's done Come, come sit down on the fence in the sun And the clouds will roll by And we'll never deny It's really too hard for to fly. Please tell me your second name Please play me your second game I've fallen so far For the people you are I just need your star for a day. So come, come ride in my my street-car by the bay For now I must know how fine you are in your way And the sea sure as i But she won't need to cry For it's really too hard for to fly.